Journey Beyond My Intent
Alicia Jie Hye Lee
Genre : Life Juvenile Fiction
Prologue
Again I Thank You . . Peace Be Within You . .
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About my reallife experience
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1/21/2024
Lzuleeh age 17 . . walked . . It was very early an hour before sunrise . . Lzuleeh realized there were . . few people . . nearby . . liked its silence . . peacefulness . . passed residence sidewalks . . low alleys . . walked passed little path . . that led toward forest . . led to little bridge connected to Plizhren Beach . . Lzuleeh tempted to walk toward into its path . . yet . . Lzuleeh did not wanna be late for her initial day of junior high school . . Lzuleeh continued to walk . . then Lzuleeh . . halted . . slow down pedestrian sign was in front . . a few cars passed . . While in wait Lzuleeh breathed in breathed out . . which was little difficult to breathe due to fine dust . . bus passed then . . Lzuleeh saw glimpse of herself . . reflected on its . . windows . . gold burgundy school uniform . . Lzuleeh . . average height . . has . . a dark natural hair straight above waist . . a little face . . natural pure clear eyes . . natural petite nose red heart shaped lips . . wore . . light skin color nylons within its spring summer dark grey color tights within its autumn winter . . leather type necklace bracelet hot pink convertible backpack with a little lock . . invariably carried . . number of homework file . . walked and walked . . Lzuleeh felt several minutes have passed . . then saw its school gate nearby . . abruptly felt herself lively . . Lzuleeh began to dash . . passed gate . . took its hall stairs toward its 4th floor . . dashed into assigned classroom . . nobody was there yet . . there was joyful silence that filled in peacefully . . then abruptly from outside did a beautiful sunlight rise from far away cloudless sky . . Lzuleeh felt gratified peace within heartful natural prayer . .
2/14/2024
Lzuleeh further looked peacefully . . out its window permeated within undisturbed hidden light . . for a little while . . silence laid in pace without a halt placidly . . then straight away from afar did a dark fog spread out toward which continuously relentlessly . . got darker darker . . Lzuleeh gradually in shock . . backpack held near heart then again looked . . at the sudden darkened fog . . felt anxious troubled . . then did instantly felt . . the sudden gales . . astonished by the unexpected gales hurriedly Lzuleeh stepped away . .
Yet abruptly through its dark windows from afar saw . . a number of students enter school pass gates . . school became noisier and noisier as it can be . . while its preferred stillness gradually began to fade away . . while the casted sky grew darker and darker . . then abruptly was Lzuleeh astonished by instant noise . . a large number of students dashed into school classroom full of heavy noise conversed with each other then halted soon after they noticed Lzuleeh . . Lzuleeh abruptly burdened perceived by certain gazes of a number of students . . slowly walked toward desk . . then took a seat . . carefully put files down . . gradually began to feel . . their noiseless unseen awkward gazes draw nearer nearer . . yet then gratifiedly a group of students dashed in took away the uneasy gazes toward Lzuleeh . . gradually felt relief yet . . I guess for now . .
3/4/2024
Lzuleeh . . was lady reserved . . did not talk much . . avoided crowd yearned its flow of undisturbed life which was full of good faith . . while certain people these days . . want continuous stand out life . . i portrayed within Lzuleeh has continually preferred myself hidden fade did not like to be popularized . . had a few acquaintances any hour joyful together . . school hour finished . . noisy crowd hastily rushed out . . Lzuleeh slowly grabbed folders stepped out by herself . . abruptly bumped into female students who stared at and blocked Lzuleeh . . astonished . . gave way for them . . students halted for awhile stared made a sudden uncomfortable laugh then went . . a little confused Lzuleeh head out school abstracted . . passed noisy street dark ally filled in fine dust . . Lzuleeh absently led home at an apartment neighbor . . Lzuleeh at present stayed with nanny Giblahn age 61 a housekeeper . . a sudden honk of a lot of cars trucks fastly passed straight ahead . . afterwards . . glimpsed . . at its property entrance . . Lzuleeh used stairs very frequently low pace for would rather walk than use the elevator normally . . a few minutes proceeded . . thereafter arrived at frontdoor carefully pushed unrevealed several code numbers got inside saw Giblahn . . ‘Giblahn hello’ Giblahn turned affectionate look at Lzuleeh . . gave note from states . . Lzuleeh lived in cali ever since where family resides until now . . yet without much of alternatives has dwelt apart . . there was an untold arduous constant hesitance before . . Lzuleeh chose . . of course to live far away . . because was gonna miss its hearty true pals breathn a sun at lighted area of malibu beach . . even though . . consented . . Lzuleeh visits every year . . still meant lone fate . . for main cause of nest afar was to attend private school . . known for their notably tough rigorous educational program . . thenceforth . . whenever had urge to escape from . . rigidly strict . . classes . . beyond . . pure acceptable loneliness . . Lzueleeh dashed toward its . . believable generous voiceless realife humbled mind of nature . .
4/8/2024
Lzuleeh . . school was good . . week days studied herself . . usually at yogurt place . . lieminds focused ill . . popularity from classmates isnt priority . . for these Lzuleeh not even an issue . . because whenever have leeway would gratifiedly create poem fiction music take picture advocate . . few week have passed . . exam term finalized . . gratified for life Lzuleeh ranked fourth inclass . . yet days happen student illreputed . . in group would gaze often uncomfortably at Lzuleeh . . however . . didnt . . bother because Lzuleeh . . aint gonn confront . . meet these people at future in life . . merely transitory yes undeniably . . it was joyful friday . . after fatigued Pe Lzuleeh head toward fountain . . was . . near by entrance . . slowly drank then Lzuleeh felt abruptly droplets Water . . astonished by a splash glanced then did see . . a guy . . within . . sev male students . . those boy push him then toward Lzuleeh cried lit Halgurn like you lady . . smiled Halgurn . . while his head little down then . . Halgurn looked . . there . . they gradually felt an unrequited true lock . .
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I yes gratify peaceful continue after finalized soon
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